Saturday, June 21, 2003

For the last couple days, I haven't been able to login to my blog kind of work out for me though. My daughters were visiting. I love them very much,they are my inspiration. When the're here I work hard. After a long day, they are finally sleep they are angels when they 're sleep so beautiful. I enjoy watch them sleep. When they are awake they are two whirlwind, hurricane nothing in theirs path is safe. They're the most important thing in my life. My two beautiful, and enjoyable little girls are my joy. I love them very much. Wouldn't have any other way. When they visit me, I'm not able to sit at my computer everyday. A least today I got a break, I was able to sit down to write on my blog. I'm kind of tired, I'm off to bed. Is very late the day has ended it.Chau!

Thursday, June 19, 2003

Today, I was a little inspired. I work on my computer graphics curse. I learn something
about how to apply bitmap extrude mode to an object; it's' pretty neat kind of interesting if you are into art. A simple drawing with one clickof the mouse it's turn into bitmap. Applying bitmap extrude effet to a drawing,is kind of turning the light off & on this effect is awesome.I can't begin to discribe it; the only thing that I can say is I must learn it well. This one of the many subjects of the ccomputer graphics curse teaches. Hey, I'm learning along the line.

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

I've not been painting. Lately, I've been feeling a bit down, when, I feel this way, I don't feel inspire. Sometimes the inspiration isn't there it is gone. The key of successful painting is to have an inspirational environment. Inspiration:To be inspired by the beauty of the thought of yourself creating a composition out your head. Creativity and inspiration is the key to a successful Art section.

Tomorrow is another day, I hope to have a fresh start I should have. My daughters are an inspiration to me. something is missing. Looking back I lost my inspiration way back I need to work hard to pull my self of this awful situation and atart finding my way to my artistic inspiration.

Day after day that goes by, the composition seems to be futher apart in coming together as it should have. It turned out that is going to take me more time then what I thought to finished it. When is done is going to be a nice painting. Art is a emotion that I need to express my passion on my art just like the one I have when I hold my beatiful wife in my arms.

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

Two days have gone by, I've not been able to sat at my computer to write down my thoughts. I'd like to write on my blog though. Is very awkward to describe the way that I feel. I wish I could so, I can work on the problem. As I was saying I'm artist. Inspiration make my world go around. I need to be inspired to be able to function, and to do things, I care about,

One thing for sure, I'll lean how to write. I have Never been to crazy about writing never-the-less creative writing, I have a challenge in front of me, that's for sure. I'll try to learn the art of creative writing. Painting on the other hand is what I'm good at it when I get around and do it. Sometimes I get like this no motivation what so ever. I've been trying to snap out of it and at all. It's very hard to get in the mood of painting or a least to write. I've no inspiration what so ever. Inspiration it's hard to come by for me. While I have been with out inspiration feeling empty I must say, I don't know how much longer this face will last. So far I would say I still on check.

The Painting, I've been working on its setting on the living room. It is a small composition no name yet. I haven't come out with one yet, but l not to worry I'll come out with a fancy one that will fit it just right. I'm hoping to finished it by the second week of July. I surely hope so, I don't want to find myself at the end of the year with piece setting on the easel not finished yet. It wouldn't be good.

Sunday, June 15, 2003

I had been doing quite a bit of hard thinking. I should be able to continue writing on this blog. Even though, at this moment, I have a lot of things going on in my life. My plate is full. I'm taking a curse on Computer graphics
and another thing is I'm trying hard to have a decent relationship with a beautiful lady. My two adorable daughters Kyla a five years old and Farrah a two years old. Are visiting me for the next few weeks, my two beautiful little girs, they would need my full attention. I'm also working on my art - I've been working on a nice composition that I started it a while back. Its coming along fairly well. Lately I haven't put too much of my time or effort on it. I found my self very occupied. Lately I have been noticing days seem too be short, and going by faster than usual. I hadn't enough time to deal with all these. Some how I must find the way to try to handle my chores. I think I should be able to do it.