Sunday, December 14, 2003

Another week had ended, and I still not begun painting. I had try few thing here and there nothing have work yet. I'm trying to find the way back to my art, so I can start painting again.
Sometimes I feel a little down that painting isn't there. I don't even want to listen to music, nor want to write on this blog.
All these things are dear to me. More ever it seems I don't have the motivation to do anything. It's awful feeling to react. I will try to find the way out of this hollow feeling, that had taken over me.
At this moment I'm experiencing an ugly phenomenon. The Heck with this feeling, or what ever it may had taken over my creativity.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about how to get out of this hole that I found my self.
I come to the realization that it's time to break this nonsense pattern.

sometimes I feel a little down that painting isn't there, I don't know what's come on. However it seems I don't have the motivation to do the important things in my life. I have been doing a lot of thinking. I came to the realization that I must be going through a tough period in my life. I must turn everything around. I need to get back Sunday is the beginning of my week. I don't know what's come on, but I need to end what ever is going in my life that is not working out.
I must figure out the way to get rid of this spell. I need to find my self, because I'm lose in this unfortunate world. As soon that happen. I should be able to resume painting in not time. I'm running out of time.

Sunday is the beginning of my week. I don't know what's come on,but I need to end what ever is going in my life that is not working out.
I must figure out the way to get rid of this spell. I need to find my self, because I'm lose in this unfortunate world. As soon that happen. I should be able to resume painting in not time. I'm running out of time.