Saturday, November 01, 2003

I have begun painting very little though, I think it's a good thing. Little by little I will get in to the rhythm. Some times take me a while, because solitude is my companion, it's very sad that isn't good. Thinking about it, and analyzing why I feel lonely at times it help to snap out it, and when I do. Then, I'm alright. I'm my self again, ready to confront what ever may come next.

I spend a lot of time in front of my computer. Customizing my computer it is time consuming. My computer looks very nice, if I may say that my self. One of the elements to complete the task is the radio. At the moment I'm looking for the best internet radio. It doesn't need to be expense. It must have good sound,and a variety of stations with my favorite music. Oh curse, one of them needs to be classic Rock.

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

On the last few days. I had been having a little trouble focus in my goals. I really need to figure out, what is going on. It could be because, I haven't hear from my family for some time, until today. I've been very concern about my wife. She is taking care of my two little girls. On occasion, she doesn't call me in days. Even though, she usually does this, I still can't get used to it, and problably I never will. I miss them very much. She, and the girls are my life, they mean everything to me. I need to pull my self together, put my shin up and continue my journey.

I had put my art (painting) in hold. Don't know why. Tomorrow, it is another day. I resume painting, need to start painting again. As soon as I start, the soon I will feel alright. One thing, I should do is to set up my art supplies for tomorrow. as soon I finish writing on this, should do it.This way, It won't be any reason, why, I shouldn't start tomorrow... Enough for today