Well, I'm a bit puzzle don't know real know, what's going on but two weeks have gone bye... I still not motivated enough to start painting. Even though, I'm a bit closer, It still no quite close enough to make feel good about myself. I must find the way to cope with this my mental stress had caught out with me. I can do better.
I think I may have an idea. I'll star by doing research. I'll do researchuse on my two favorite subjects: art, and Philosophy have always found inspirational quotes. I'm sure will find one or two magnificent quotes, that will help me to ease my stressese are subjects I'm familiar with would find the answer I hope! Lets see how much progress I had made after couple days. I'm willing to try anything. Art and Philosophy always have gave me inspiration. Better yet I'll look for good inspirational quotes always have brought my spirit up. We will see happen next time I sit down to try to express my thoughts on front of a blank screen. I should be allright though.
I'm won't give up on my art. Philosophical inspiration is good for the mind. I most find Philosophical inspiration in the science of knowledge. The truth will reveal itself. I need to keep in open mind. this year is about to end. It will be nice if the New Year brings me good things, lets see what it brings me!